Thursday, March 23, 2006

Wednesday
22.03.2006

random thought: it's like time's stopped for me, ever since i lost my watch. haha.

today.
almost --ALMOST-- broke down. in netball.
don't know what's wrong with me. i was just feeling lousy, after school and all, and i
shouldn't have let it affect my playing. but i was already feeling so inferior, so horrible, so excluded, and well it didn't really help that i was in farhanah glanies and june's group. i was defending june, and she didn't wait for me to do three-feet defence before throwing at all. not that i remembered to do three-feet. i couldn't tap any balls even after ages, ESPECIALLY
after ages 'cos i just got more and more
tired
and demoralised.

or was it the other way around?

reaction slowed, pace dropped. june was getting tired too, but it didnt really help alot because i was even more shacked. then i just wasn't close enough, and june kept catching and throwing back the ball before i could even gather myself to defend again.
too fast. in a game situation i have to keep defending and recovering and defending again, but
in a game the person in the game doesn't keep getting the ball every 3 seconds.
it didn't help that june didn't wait to set up.
i know she wasn't supposed to.
it wasn't her fault.
don't blame it on her, laura. but she didn't wait for my three-feet at all, when she is supposed to pause abit first, and my falling back before driving again. farhanah and glanies
just kept shouting at me.
captain, vice-captain, year-one-who-has-taken-my-place.

three feet, laura. what's wrong with you. move quicker, laura. react sooner, laura. anticipate earlier, laura. push yourself, laura. three feet, laura. closer, laura. left, no, right, there!, laura. right right right MOVE right, laura.
left, right, there --no there-- front, back, stick closer, anticipate sooner, reach more, try harder, recover faster, DO THE THREE-FEET!

what's wrong with you?

you, or me?

Posted by nayrakroarual at 10:09 PM

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