Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Freedom is here.

And it is awesome.

And I just watched Uptown Girls and cried like shit during the little girl's ballet recital (although her ballet totally sucked despite the 200 plies she was supposed to have done -.-) and so now I can't sleep or I'll wake up with major headache and puffy eyes tomorrow.

(: Life is wonderful.

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Monday, November 17, 2008

!



AND WE ARE ALMOST THERE!






!

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Thursday, November 13, 2008

I hate it when people go silent on me. Seriously. It's scary. =(

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Wednesday, November 12, 2008

There're lots of people I really really need to look up after As. It's gonna be so weird. I'm rather freaked it'll be contrived and all, like, "hey, i know i haven't said hi in 1/2/6 years, but how are you?"

Boo.

And they'll be like. Oh, so now As are over and she's got lots of time.. "I'm good, and you?"

Boo.




But I'm gonna grit my teeth anyway. And hope! Yay (:

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Tuesday, November 11, 2008

I just saw HaiWei's blog.

OH MY GOSH YEAH i totally totally cannot wait for Christmas this year. I don't even care if we skip all the way til then. I just want to get away.

Go awWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

KOREA! !!

Okay. Go study. GO GO GO

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We're almost there. Hm. I'm rather scared, actually. Sure, studying sucks. But it's been giving my life structure for the past year. *shrug*

Eighteen. I didn't mean what I said to Diane and Pinrui really. I shouldn't have said it. I keep thinking about it and feeling stupid. Arrgh. I really didn't mean it. Darn mouth.

I guess I'm just... overexpectant. or underexpectant. Whatever. Is it really that special? I used to look forward to it all year round. Til the past couple of years, it just completely died off. I remember spending the day moping around at home because Daniel was sick. Or stuck in a traffic jam in some foreign country.

David asked me what I wanted. I don't know. Everything that I need, I have. Everything I want, I can get. Well, within reason. Materially anyway. It's the top of Maslow's hierarchy that's hard to achieve.


Maslow was smart.





ARGH! Stop emo-ing, laura. Go study.

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Monday, November 10, 2008

Not my best day. Not my best week, really. I'm not entirely sure why I'm feeling so blah. I mean, it's partly the A's, but.. I dunno. *shrug* It's not just blah. It's... ................ .

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Sunday, November 09, 2008

i'm so bloody tired. no idea why.

today was relatively unproductive. but at least studying with johanna and wei-an was nice. they're awesome friends.

hm. well, thank you for making me smile. =)

werewolf for christmas is on again. i'm gonna sign up once i find out what our postal code is.

csi supreme sunday was cool. as usual.

stream of consciousness. ki's over. no need to think critically. naw, that's a fallacy.

the nice thing about today was being green. wore two shades of green :) green turtle neck, green zara shirt top layer, green earrings, a touch of green eyeshadow (which obviously no one could see, it was just to make myself feel all-green XD), green water bottle, green file. yay :)

physics is gonna kill me. no actually, with luck, i'll live through physics. but tsd.. argh. and ki. but ki's already done. it's all in God's hands now. well. it always was. but yeah.

oh and. Hans, thanks for making me laugh during lunch today. i'm still smiling when i think about the bungee jumping and skydiving now. yea. =)

and wei-an. for making being wei-an. =)

and johanna. for ..yeah. being johanna. haha. thanks, girl.

i'm gonna make everyone a Things I Love About You list. and give it to them. and tell them i love them.

it's number 72 on my 100 things to do before i die list. tell all my friends i love them.

funny, it didn't even make the first 70. screwed up priorities.



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me: (hooks arm into mum's arm) Hey, after A's, we TOTALLY have to go shopping man.
mummy: YEAH! We'll get our hair done, and go for facials/massages, and buy new shoes...
me: (stares at mum in disbelief for a moment. then un-stuns and joins in)..yeah i need new shoes! we can buy shoes and clothes and-
mummy: -and bags! and make your papa broke! HAHA XD


yay mummy! (:

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Friday, November 07, 2008

Scars (Stronger For Life) - Corrinne May

They do. And we will get there. Jiayou!! =)





So glad KI's over. Oh goodness, it's a huge relief. It really feels a lot better. And thank God, physics/chem/math didn't kill me. Got huge migrane during math (long day lol) but still finished in time so yeah. Lots to be thankful!

And hannah got a SUPER ULTRA GOOD SCORE for her ballet exam phoe told me (: I'm soooo happy for her haha yay!! And that crazy girl. Haha. One day when she's a pro I'm gonna go watch her and tell the little girls who are totally vying for her to sign their ballet shoes - oh hey! I used to dance with that HANNAH WONG! She's my friend! HAHA

Got hit by a wave of nostalgia today. Hate nostalgia cos it aches so much. But yeah. Anyway, there're so many people I really treasure. But I'll bet anything they don't know it. And I REALLY have to get back in touch with them, renew the friendship and just yeah hopefully won't let so many wonderful friendships just rot away.

Okay! Gotta go. Supposed to be sleeping outside on the car porch today with the boys, for ten bucks aperson. Lol "Easy money, lying on a bed..." les miserables lyrics keep coming to me. Even though they're not ENTIRELY applicable. Hee.

Eek! k gtg..

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Tuesday, November 04, 2008

Okay, let's not talk about it.

3 down, 8 to go. WE CAN DO THIS, PEOPLE.







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Babel




things to do before i die