Sunday, June 29, 2008

I shall not freak out because

a. God has everything under control.
b. my group has the piece done.
c. people are telling me not to.

must... stifle... panic..

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Saturday, June 28, 2008

I had so much to say before I got here, now I'm blanked out.

I checked back into BGG yesterday. Jeremy was nice and sent me a short geekmail asking me how I was. I replied but he hasn't replied since. Which is okay because I took half a month to reply his gm. Regardless, I'm happy I managed to not log in for a month or so. I think I might get addicted again this way, so I'm trying to play it slow.

Haven't joined any games yet, obviously (or not so obviously, considering we're talking me here).
I was sorely tempted to join GrimJester's beginner game but he scheduled it to start on monday (which it is going to, since it's started late last night) and I had some sense left in me to realise that would be suicidal to my TSD A level.

Speaking of the A levels, I'm really worried. Mum asked me yesterday what I would do if I couldn't get into NUS.

I shan't really go into details about the (pretty short and rather repetitive) convo that followed, but I need to start working harder. Because I don't really have many other options available to me. And I refuse to retake the A's. Rawr. Let's go, let's go.

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Thursday, June 26, 2008

Today is one of those days I owe a few people for for surviving.

Janet, you rock my socks. Thanks for being there. *hugs much*

Amanda!! I love you (: Thank you thank you I almost died you totally saved my shit there, thank you! *hug!*

And Marrrrkkk thank you for seriously always being there you are an awesome friend and I love you! *hugs* And we shall go out after tsd ends! Yay!




*deep breath*

And before I think too much I'm going to sleep wow whee

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Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Stifle the panic. Stifle the panic.

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Tuesday, June 24, 2008

I am addicted. This is very, very, very bad.

And I REALLLY want to go and buy and read the next books now. That kinda shows how addicted I am.

And I'm not sorry I read the book, even though it was the worst time to do so and I am super addicted now. That DEFINITELY shows how addicted I am.



Crap.

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Monday, June 23, 2008

Sometimes words just can't express what you feel, or what you want to say.

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Saturday, June 21, 2008

The new house is hot (in terms of temperature. It's cool in most other senses of the word.) and I'm rather annoyed by that fact. Hmph. But the park is really nice. And the stairs are so annoying. I hope I lose weight, at least. I'd better get SOMETHING for all the effort it takes going up and down. And my room is up a mini flight of steps so I have to climb even more than the usual family member. Hmph.

MEL'S COMING BACK MEL'S COMING BACK YAYYYYYYY

I love shaun's playing. But Karina is getting really good. In a month or two I'll stop calling Shaun down. She's not as good as him of course, but she's improving like heck and some things you just gotta learn through playing rather than watching. Plus she's depending on him too much ;) Go Karina! Awesomeness.

And I think I'm getting too dependent of DomYeo. Alvina's really good. RAWR LAURA YOU NEED PRACTISE.

Okay I should really be doing the worship powerpoint. Go go go!

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Monday, June 16, 2008

HEY EVERYONE

I realised I might not have mentioned it haha so

I MOVED HOUSE !


I'll give the new address if you ask me. I haven't actually memorised it yet. Lol.

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It's like the fifth (fourth?) day at faber green (which is not at mount faber, Chunhan ;)) and I've been wanting to blog (or get online, basically) since forever! But the first couple of days I couldn't get internet, then I kept falling asleep while waiting for David to return my com.

That's the problem with having brothers who borrow your laptop to play games. You kinda don't get it back til quite late, by which time you've fallen asleep. Actually, I was lazy. Been sleeping before 11! But I have an excuse - I have food poisoning! HAH. So I'm not a lazy pig. Whatever you might say, Haiwei XP


So, the new house is cool. Not literally. I never realised the dangers of living in landed rather than high-rise. HDB to be exact. For one thing, I never needed to worry about robbers sneaking into my room at night before. So I was able to sleep next to the window with the windows open and all. Not so here, since I've got no grills.

*censored a paragraph about how I would burgle my house because it occurred to me it's not the smartest thing to post*

It's hot, cos of the whole closed-windows thing. Let me ask all you people who stay in landed property - do you really keep your windows closed practically all the time? That seems to be the norm around here, mostly. Although they sure keep their backdoors open. I can see the entire back part all the way to the living room/dining room of the houses behind, from Daniel's room.

There's a gorgeous park in front of our house. Mum says it's really big, I say it's really small. TINY. You could fit it in a 400m track. Still, it's really nice. And we get absolutely gorgeous sunsets. Awesomeness I tell you. I'm not sure if I get more mosquitoes cos of the park. Since everyone closes their windows I suppose I will be the sacrificial blood for the rest of the neighbourhood. Hmph.

OH OH and tragedy struck the day we moved. I broke my Forever Friends mug! It was terrible. I sat down and cried about it. It felt like I just broke our friendship along with it ='( Rawrrrr yeah was really quite upset.

Also, it's the only cup I have to drink from besides glasses. Haha! Everyone in our family has their own drinking cup. And I was using the forever friends one. Sigh. And I was just thinking I'd keep it forever - oh well. To quote Mum (and Jesus), "the things of this world will fade away."

So I've been drinking from glasses. It's terrible. Water tastes nicer from cups. Especially my FF one XD ... Haha! I pieced it back together. Can't drink from it again but maybe I'll keep it just for memories. Or get yirui to buy me a new one :P JUST KIDDING.

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Wednesday, June 11, 2008

It's the last night in Holland V but we're all not sleeping - frantically packing instead. Funny how all the stuff when we unpack it and pack it into boxes it takes up so much more room. I can barely walk anywhere.

Found a piece of paper on which was written this poem or song lyric or something, in handwriting that wasn't mine. I wonder who it was. Definitely a girl. Secondary school - IP. Lots of nostalgia lately...:

It was love at first sight
Though I was hunched and you blind
Many had doubts but it lasted
Despite the short bus ride

I proposed with a ring
It's been a dozen years
Since that memorable wedding
With a bus for a cake
We'll never forget that time

I still love forever you now

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Tuesday, June 10, 2008

I've been sifting through my old keepsakes and stuff to pack em for moving house. I realise over and over and over again what an idiot I was then. But OH MY GOD what I wouldn't give to go back to those days! And I'm an idiot idiot idiot. Looking back, so much has changed, and yet in some things nothing has changed at all. ARRGH!

Oh and xtine and xinhui and mark, I love you guys =) absolutely and totally!

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Monday, June 02, 2008

Ugh. I don't want to look at another formula again. Chem and Math are SO not my thing.

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