Monday, May 29, 2006
Monday29.05.06
i'm off! take care =) see you guys
i'll try to get souveniors but yeah haha XD
*hugs*
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Saturday, May 27, 2006
the life of my no-life.
"Your response time is 6.922 seconds. WAKE UP"
woi, it was white lor it didnt change colour!
"bloody cheater..."
its not my fault i react faster than there is something to react to. haha.
"Your response time is 0.313 seconds. Keep practising..."
not happy. irritating computer-generated-thing! I SHALL BEAT YOU.
HA.
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Saturday27.05.06
likely after tomorrow i won't be blogging till i get back from london (that is, if i don't cough my lungs out there.) so miss me (i'll miss you too, but this only applies if i actually know and like you) and hang in there. to the V13ians, good gravy i can't believe there's only half a year (and a london trip) left to spend with you. love lots.
so long and goodnight.
-xtine
well well. london fever approaches! nostalgia threatens to break through and overwhelm! but hey, lets look forward to the trip of our lives, and, as a wise person once told me, its not the moments you have but the people you spend them with (or something like that). excitement galore!! yayyyyyy!!!!!!
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Friday, May 26, 2006
Friday26.05.06
pumpfest06.
a) didn't see joel. haha.
b) saw suzanna our coach. she doesnt recognise me and i didnt recognise her but i figured who she was when everyone kept going to her.
c) RANDALL GOT INTO THE FINALS OMG (they take the first twelve) haha he rocks la
d) WTH louis got 15th i was SO SO SO UBER IMPRESSED go louis!
e) xiaoxian got really really high too WOW im very impressed haha go xiaoxian! XD
f) aaron did quite well too, 25th i think. cos he had a couple more attempts. *nods* go aaron!
g) well done to shi tian, wenqian, nazri, wenshu, george, winfred, lenard, yixiong, audrey, jiajia, kailynn, rachel, rachel, swan and all the rest who participated from vj! you guys rocked
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congrats also to the wonderful band people for their gorgeous concert XD xinhui and charissa, you guys rock to bits! *hugs*
happy birthday, mark! XD i didn't forget! haha
christine eunice zhi, you guys rock my socks! michelle pamela xinhui charissa mark, love you guys! simran prema nicole xiaoxian yijin huangyue, ditto! *hug*
random darkside frets-
a) I FAILED BIO *sob*
b) I FAILED LANG ARTS *sob*
c) I FAILED HIGHER CHINESE *sob*
d) I FAILED ELECTIVE *sob*
e) I FAILED HELMSMAN WEEK REPORT *sob*
(as you can tell, we just got our results back.=) )
f) my friendships are falling apart and i don't know what i'm doing wrong - or maybe i do, but i can't seem to change. slap me, shake me, kill me somebody.
g) i can't believe it, but i miss jastine. i mean, he IS my group mate and i think - hope - we get along. yeah. my table seems quieter. and... yeah. *shrug* miss talking to him.
h) i'm once again in love with rockclimbing and RARRR its like a horrible relationship that's like killing me or going to and yet i can't bring myself to break out of it >< sheesh. well, i can still hope. lol!
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Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Wednesday24.05.06
found this on www.boardofwisdom.com:
We always hear "the rules" from the female side. Now here are the rulesfrom the male side. These are our rules! Please note ... these are all numbered '1' ON PURPOSE!
1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, putit down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear uscomplaining about you leaving it down.
1. Crying is blackmail.
1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hintsdo not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it!
1. Yes, and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.
1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it.That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.
1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem. See a doctor.
1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument.In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 days.
1. If you won't dress like the Victoria's Secret girls, don't expectus to act like soap opera guys.
1. If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask us.
1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways, and one of theways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one.
1. You can either ask us to do something or tell us how you want itdone. Not both. If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.
1. Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to sayduring commercials.
1. Christopher Columbus did not need directions and neither do we.
1. ALL men see in only 16 colours, like Windows default settings. Peach,for example, is a fruit, not a colour. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We haveno idea what mauve is.
1. If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," we will actlike nothing's wrong. We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle and in any case, we can never be sure that what we do will not backfire.
1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, expect ananswer you don't want to hear.
1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine. Really.
1. Shopping is NOT a sport. Neither is it a therapy. And no, we are never going to think of it that way.
1. You have enough clothes.
1. You have too many shoes.
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Saturday, May 13, 2006
Saturday
13.05.06
i love the Just Believe BSteens.
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Saturday13.05.06
HIP HOP COMPETITION
730PM at ANG MO KIO AMPHITHEATRE
COME SUPPORT VJ DANCE
yay XD
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Thursday, May 11, 2006
Wednesday11.05.06
on sunday i was confused and frustrated to hell. [hence the black and white confusing weird and hence dubbed lovey-dovey -_- post] dance was 300-630pm, and i missed ballet again.
on monday, i was exhausted. fullstop. (dance was 730-1opm)
on tuesday, i was angry and upset, almost suicidal. sobbing-in-bath slamming-doors collapsing-on-bed upset. (630-1030pm!!)
and so today, i finally have the energy to post. (730-1100 *bsh*)
and, i'm happy! haha. too tired to be exhausted-- i'm not sleepy and i'm not doing my overdue chinese and lang arts =D.
no longer upset. i think i was too tired that's why i was so easily upset for no reason. like i almost cried in school when --brace yourself-- i realised there was no sofa to sleep on. haha. and i just BLEAHHed at my mum and nearly got thrown out. (i apologised before asking to be sent to school, hence i still wasn't late.) haha actually it's quite funny when i think of how upset i was. i almost slapped wenshu when i realised he was taking a picture of me being sleepy haha but i didn't have the energy XD
no longer frustrated. haha. just too happy to be. not HAPPY, just-- happy. haha. !! that so did not make sense HAHA.
let's see. netball won the game against nj!! yeah we rock. of course we're out of the nationals, but still. haha. go vj netball!
dance competition is on saturday. please please please come support if you're free!! this really means a lot to all of us (LOOK AT OUR PRACTICE HOURS MAN) and it really makes a lot of difference. not only is it a) very malu if vj does not have a cheering squad, b) judges are very affected by the audience response. they are more inclined to teams with greater applause etc. serious. so it's really really important to us if you come, PLEASE? =) haha and of course it shows your wonderful and lovely support and encouragement =D
haha. hugs to xinhui christine eunice michelle and mel! you wonderful people made my day. XD
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Sunday, May 07, 2006
Sunday07.05.06
i don't get it, i don't get ANYTHING, and it's driving me bloody crazy, do you realise?
no, actually you won't, not like you care anyway right?
alright, that was unfair, i know you care, sometimes at least, and you rock so i should give you more credit. but it IS driving me crazy can't somebody explain to me?
how do you know who "you" is?
no i shall not kop blog entries from chunhan. speaking of which there's ANOTHER thing i'm confused about and no obviously no one bothers explaining.
another thought: why can't i have a normal life worrying about normal happy things like schoolwork and projects and occassionally cca and tuition and such?
or have normal tendencies like I DON'T CARE and * OFF?
no, i don't REALLY want those. but still, i'm going crazy bit by bit and no, you wouldn't realise.
or you wouldn't care. i'm not sure which one is worse for me at the moment although the latter is definitely worse to me at the moment.
maybe other people are just less obsessive. i know i'm accessively tense and obsessive but i don't really know how to change. so i'm worried, what's it to you, right? i've admitted it now, okay?
maybe other people have REAL friends. or what they believe are real friends anyway.
no, i'm not saying you aren't a real friend. note that not every "you" mentioned refers to the same person. but i just end up feeling lost and lonely and dependent and ultimately idiotic.
oh, poor laura, floating around lost and desperate. what a sweet picture.
and you, YOU now. i thought, i thought, OKAY FINE I DON'T KNOW WHAT I THINK OR THOUGHT, but i did assume that you were a friend. we were friends, real friends. are we still? were we ever? KICK THAT BLOODY WALL DOWN talk to me I DONT KNOW WHATS HAPPENING talk to me WHATS GOING ON you saved me from depression last year TALK TO ME whats going on IM GOING CRAZY what what WHATS GOING ON no actually do i want to know YES no NO no YES yes YES yes NO no YES no NO no YES okay I DONT KNOW.
and as a completely random statement, my family camera is spoilt.
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Friday, May 05, 2006
Friday05.05.06
in 11 hours school will have ended and i'll be heading for hiphop. i can't wait!
meanwhile, do you ever feel like you're reading a book with chapters torn out? i didn't even realise the chapters were missing til i read the later chapters, then i realised that even more chapters were missing. rarr.
the water tank has a large hole!i'm covering it with a cloth - whole!but the water still drips. .dripsdrips . . . . . drip . . . .dri . . .dr . .d .it will fuel another tank. /yirui i just realised. why is it that water would fuel another tank? wont it fill the other tank instead? and besides water aint no fuel. hurrhurr /chunhan its impt to know the context i am writting in. bahh. haha. dun bother with these la . .. . . /chunhan: teaser: water can be fuel for other things. it's not completely useless, no? and does water have to literally mean water? haha. and what's the difference between 'another tank' and 'the other tank'?
don't you? LOL.
i'm rooming with xtine for UK!!!! yayy it's the best. *hug* haha i can't wait for life to start again!! haven't had this feeling since, well, NACLI camp or PSL taining camp. yayyy life rocks. haha.
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Wednesday, May 03, 2006
Tuesday02.05.06
I GOT IN I GOT IN I GOT IN I GOT IN I GOT IN I GOT IN!!!!!!!
I GOT IN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's not even that big a competition-- not SYF or anything, though possibly one of the closest to in a non-syf year. it's hip hop, something that's not my forte, not something i excel in AT ALL. in the whole school, they are only picking eight --a privileged, elite eight-- to send in. i could already tick off eight who would get in, and to make matters worse, jinglin and chien wei (cheorographers of regale's hiphop item) were coming down to try out as well. i didn't expect , completely did not expect to be selected. as much as i could i dampened my hopes, and yet, a little spark forced it's way through. nervous, depressed, and yet, desperately hopeful. stupid, stupid heart.
it was cold in the studio, my mouth drying up, my muscles stiff. the warm up didn't help, i just felt inferior to all the rest around me. the cheorographer, shirley, came late and rushed through the steps, which i promptly forgot. during our turn to audition, i realised belatedly i was blocked from her view. she did not call me out to dance again, as she had the good ones. falling lower, lower and lower, yet.. i didn't even ask anyone to pray for me as i normally would, to ask for wishes of good luck, whatever. what's the point, when in the end i'll just report another failure?
OMG. i can't totally can't believe it. maybe it's after all the failures, rejection, loss, or maybe it's just the shock in itself, but I GOT IN I GOT IN I GOT IN I GOT IN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
XD thanks, God. thank you thank you thank you thank you. not just the top eleven to learn the dance. the top eight to go in for the competition. i know, it's not final. i could get kicked out, still. i know. but.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=D
