Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Wednesday
13.07.05

angry, confused, hurt. no, not hurt. because if i was hurt it would have been someone else's fault. and since it's mine, it isn't.

quote: "and if you keep breaking the ban, i'll extend it. ban you from the PC altogether. take away your handphone. let's see who wins in the end."

let's see, indeed.

thank you, aaron. and melissa. for helping me to smile, just a little.

and the rest of the evening. was horrible. after the netball game which rocked, too. lisabelle was asking for tips etc on the vip and stuff and i had to go offline. wth. and mel was talking about the bible study which i'm supposed to lead, which noone will do because they haven't received it yet, because mum uses open office which cant open on any other com. so open, they are.
and i haven't done all my work. and tomorrow (today) there isn't debate so i have to go for PT after all. physics which i don't understand after the brainbreakdown after consecutive bio lang arts and chem. *screws up eyes in disgust*. plus on friday i'm gonna have to miss RCC for dance. what the hell. maybe i'll just skip dance. but can't, already on the verge of being kicked out. of both, i might add. how wonderful. if it didnt keep raining on tuesdays i might just quit rcc and go then. oh whatever. i'm just whining and bitching away. plus i feel bad cos i was taking it out on michelle (whom my aunt is STILL, after fourteen and a half years, calling "lorla") and auntie siew ee and nazri and chunhan and melissa. (basically, those online). and that other guy i've been daoing (and blocking). hey, sorry. really.

to all of you who've been sitting there reading this, or not. sorry for such a crappy whiney bitchy entry. sorry for all the time you've wasted reading this. now you'd better move on before i snap at you too.

Posted by nayrakroarual at 11:26 PM

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