Sunday, September 20, 2009
Are you tired of chasing pretty rainbows?Are you tired of spinning round and round?
Wrap up all those shattered dreams of your life
And at the feet of Jesus lay them down.
He never said you'd only see sunshine
He never said there'd be no rain
He only promised a heart full of singing
About the very thing that once brought pain.
Haha I was pretty emo this entire week. Reached a climax about midweek, it was really pretty awful. I tell you it's the influence of all those psychology studies ("Rate, on a scale of 1-5, how DEPRESSED you felt during the past two weeks." "Have you ever contemplated suicide?" "Strongly Disagree, Disagree, Agree or Strongly Agree: I am dissastisfied with my life.") but I actually thought about committing suicide at a couple of points.
Not seriously, of course, but it really did seem like the only way out at that point. Which goes to show, I guess, how God can really work in ways that are so amazing, so much more beyond what we could ever even begin to imagine. Right at my lowest point, He reached in and lifted me back on my feet again. =) I serve a truly, truly marvelous God. Wow.
=)
Anyway, recess week's here! Gotta buckle down and mug hard - I realised, to my absolute horror, that the psych mid-term and paper are on the same week (that is, the week after the week after recess week) and that they comprise 50% of my final grade. I did not come this far to fail, so yeah. MUGGERISM AWAITS.
In the meantime, though, my pillow takes priority! XD goodnight, world.
Posted by nayrakroarual at 11:11 PM
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