Tuesday, November 11, 2008
We're almost there. Hm. I'm rather scared, actually. Sure, studying sucks. But it's been giving my life structure for the past year. *shrug*
Eighteen. I didn't mean what I said to Diane and Pinrui really. I shouldn't have said it. I keep thinking about it and feeling stupid. Arrgh. I really didn't mean it. Darn mouth.
I guess I'm just... overexpectant. or underexpectant. Whatever. Is it really that special? I used to look forward to it all year round. Til the past couple of years, it just completely died off. I remember spending the day moping around at home because Daniel was sick. Or stuck in a traffic jam in some foreign country.
David asked me what I wanted. I don't know. Everything that I need, I have. Everything I want, I can get. Well, within reason. Materially anyway. It's the top of Maslow's hierarchy that's hard to achieve.
Maslow was smart.
ARGH! Stop emo-ing, laura. Go study.
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