Sunday, July 08, 2007
green comes in so many different shades.
...
...
...
i was going to make nice good-luck notes for my seniors but i don't really feel like it. heh. i'm having an emo mood. lol. i need to find a way to get out of these moods faster. XD besides chocolate and ice cream, someone recommend me something? =D
.
.
.
.
i decided playing the guitar is like dancing. the first time you learn the steps, it feels clumsy and awkward and your body(/fingers) feel totally stupid and clumsy and you can't seem to get them to do what you want. then slowly, as you practice, your body shifts to incorporate the new movements in your muscle memory and it gets easier, and you can do it faster, smooth, with less effort. and as you get better at it, as more moves are introduced, you learn it easier 'cos you've already got the basic steps/positions right, you just need to practise the sequence. and even if it's a new step/chord, it's not so bad as when you first start out because you have the foundation for it, a bit.
hence, i concluded that if i practise hard enough, i can actually get good at playing the guitar and achieve my goal. further hence, i realised that my goal "play the guitar" is not specific enough so i have changed it to "play guitar for worship". haha. but that's like eons away before i get good enough for that. so, oh well.
hm.
i miss my guitar! it's my new purpose in life now that the midyrs are over. lol.
.
oh marcus says he can help me with tuning =) i.e. he's gonna give me singing lessons LOL yay fun. =) haha i want to be able to sing in tune!
.
speaking of goals. grade 7 ballet is so cool. it's way funner than grade 8 or the majors! maybe i'll take it next yr or next next yr. =D so fun! new goal XD
.
and i need to get the discipline to go for more classes:
acrobatics (maybe at jitterbugs? haha dunno.)
hip hop (studio wu or oschool)
neoclassical/lyrical (not sure where to go. hm.)
ballet (kampong chai chee cc. GO laura. dun be lazy.)
stepping! =D or whatever it's called. SO COOL look:
.
.
.
define "friend".
.
.
. anna nalick songs are nice =) !
. anna nalick songs are nice =) !
And the light's always red in the rear-view
Desperately close to a coffin of hope
I'd cheat destiny just to be near you
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love
Driving away from the wreck of the day
And I'm thinking 'bout calling on Jesus
'Cause love doesn't hurt so I know I'm not falling in love
I'm just falling to pieces
And if this is giving up then I'm giving up
If this is giving up then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love
And maybe I'm not up for being a victim of love
When all my resistance will never be distance enough
Driving away from the wreck of the day
And it's finally quiet in my head
Driving alone, finally on my way home to the comfort of my bed
And if this is giving up, then I'm giving up
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love
.
.
.
i want to paint my face and pretend that i am someone else
sometimes i get so fed up i don't even want to look at myself
but people have problems that're worse than mine
i don't want you to think i'm complaining all the time
and i hate the way you look at me - i have to say
i wish i could start over again.
sometimes i find myself shaking in the middle of the night
and then it hits me and i can't even believe this is my life -
but people have problems that're worse than mine
i don't want you to think i'm complaining all the time
i wish that everyone would go and shut their mouth
i'm not strong enough to deal with this.
i am slowing falling apart
i wish you'd take a walk in my shoes for a start
not because i think you don't understand
i'm just tired of walking in them.
i want to go to sleep and pretend that i won't wake up...
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
Subscribe to Post Comments [Atom]
<< Home