Saturday, June 16, 2007
daniel just kicked our asses in ginrummi. SIGH. haha. i tell you it's a luck game! hm that was very justin-like. lol. anyway, daniel got like 280+ or something while papa got 460+, i got 520+ and mum got 560+. david, despite getting really good cards quite a few times, his passport straight away plus a few other sets, etc, insisted on putting his passport at the very first opportunity after the first game in which daniel gin-ed. that first gin was partly the reason why daniel won by so much, but david preventing anyone else from gin-ing after that was also alot of the reason. i won thrice and yet couldn't beat dan. haha DAMN.
i don't know what's wrong with me! every time i just recover from something (flu, ankle sprain, knee strain, pull tendons, ingrown nails) something else goes wrong and i can't dance to my fullest again! i think maybe it's not my body, it's my mentality that i'll never be good enough and so i'm not willing to try. but oh man it's so frustrating! i can't see how far i can go because i can't work to my fullest. but you know what. i think if i really tried, i could just work through the pain. i'm just so lazy now i don't bother to push farther than what is safe. i give myself the excuse that i don't want to injure myself more, that it's better if i wait til i'm fully well. but i know i could have done more to get my ankle to heal faster (i think. i was kinda pushing it with netball and dance hee) and i'm sure i could push my bunion joint thing more. sigh. it
hurts, though. okay don't be weak laura. if you ever want to dance on pointe, doing more than rises and releve's at the barre, you've got to work for it.
that's my dream. one, just one pirouette en pointe with a low passe.
amazing, the difference that one to two inches of extra height can limit you to...
Posted by nayrakroarual at 11:37 PM
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