Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Tuesday29.05.07MYEs.OK. so against all odds, i'm actually trying to study. i completed 3 questions of maths TYS before realising how stupid it is because i can't tell the difference between not knowing how to do the question because i haven't learnt it yet and it isn't tested, and not knowing how to do the question because i don't know how to do it because i'm stupid/i haven't revised that topic hard enough. rawr. nothing's on the blackboard (honestly, if it's there, we should use it, shouldn't we) and because i didn't pay adequate attention during maths lectures/tutorials, i have no idea what's tested and how to study for it. *is cross with self*
and that applies for physics, too, because i didn't listen well enough. chemistry at least i have old midyr's i can use, and i wrote down what's tested so i can go through the syllabus. but for maths and physics... i don't even have a textbook so i can refer and like try to understand what i'm supposed to have learnt (but obviously haven't due to the inadequate class attention). i can't believe that the first time i actually voluntarily look for the textbook because i can actually USE it because i NEED it, i realise i don't have one. bloody murphy's law. that goes for the physics textbook, too. which i realise, i have PAID for. but did not receive. i think. ARRGH.
maybe this is just the stress that's setting in now that i realise i am actually going to prove tradition and fail my midyear exams. even though i'm only taking two of them. even though i got to CHOOSE which ones i am to take, thereby minimising even further the chances of me failing them. OH GOSH help me. and i was stupid enough not to listen to yeow boon's logic about how we should not take maths at mid year because maths mye is the killer paper and so we should just bank on the not-so-killer eoy to get us through. OH kill me. and can you believe that it's not even june and i'm already stressing about my end-of-june myes? waha see what JC does to you. completely brings out and yet also completely kills the slacker in you. at the same time. glory hallelujah.
oh speaking of which, i'm actually quite excited about church camp, although obviously i'm acting like i think the entire thing's a drag for my camp-chairman mum's benefit. XD no, it's not supposed to make sense. haha. but i don't feel like doing the mass dance. RAWR. i should not have agreed to it. =( haha oh well. guess i'm stuck doing it. maybe i can do some couple dance, i'm sure the adults will be more couple-ish than the youths. or maybe not. no idea. lol.
okay back to the mye problem. how am i going to study for it? what's the syllabus? how do we prepare for it? someone enlighten me please =)
That which does not kill us, makes us stronger.
Posted by nayrakroarual at 7:58 PM
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