Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Tuesday15.05.07=)!! yay!
You know, i always rejected the whole "God gives us bad times so that we remember him and don't just go our own rebellious ways" thing. Because i always felt so much "better" with God (like He's looking after me, etc) when good things happened. Like today! i've been going through this whole "i'm too tired and sian and upset to worship and even care that i'd go to hell if i died right now (even though i
will care if i really do die now)" phase, then something good happened and now i'm like YAY =) THANK YOU DADDY GOD *beams* haha so hm doesn't quite make sense. But then I realise it's also through these "trials" that we really get strengthened and learn alot - of course i'd prefer not this way, but you take what you can get, and what's most effective, right? Humility is learnt after pride takes a fall (many, many times, unfortunately. well i'm trying to learn.) and resilience is learnt when surrounding support gives way. i still haven't quite found the loneliness cure (i know it's supposed to be God but sometimes it doesn't quite seem to cut it when you feel like all your friends have abandoned you lol) but oh well.
i'm babbling! =) oops.
i want to change my blog template and start the posts from scratch but i'm not quite sure how without deleting this blog. someone help me? =)
Posted by nayrakroarual at 10:46 PM
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