Saturday, May 05, 2007
Friday05.05.07First Free Friday.actually it's first free saturday, but friday continues the alliteration. lol.
ASK ME WHAT I HAVE ON TOMORROW.
NOTHING! yayyyyyy =) *beams*i have a lot of phobias, i think. like the whole acrophobia and scared-of-the-dark and spider-phobia and other usual stuff, but then there's the monophobia which is stupid and phobia of having nothing to do which is just so much more than stupid there's no word for it. but yeah that's why i've always had more than once cca. even since primary school. and so even though i'm glad for a break, finally, i still wonder all the time. what do you do if you've no cca? week in, week out, you go back, watch tv, study? or go out with friends? hang about? i don't get it. maybe it'd be different if i had friends i hung out with more. hm. well, just wondering.
it's quite irritating when someone talks to someone or about someone on their blog or in real life but they don't want to explicitly say the name and all. i mean, it's practical in the self-conservation sense, but not really in the helping-them-improve sense. like clayton said that time, we shouldn't be afraid to say names and really point the comments to the people because that's really when things get done.
well, sort of. it's not like i pinpointed that comment at anyone. lol. i guess self-preservation always ranks first. today i heard "alot of people", "ips and non-ips", and "almost the whole class" find me damn irritating. like they hear my voice they get irritated already. heh. i knew alot of people don't like me, but it still kinda hurts to hear how irritating you can be to them. and the thing about such things is that i don't know how to change because the very essence of me is just so repulsive to them already. AND, i don't know who "them" is. just "alot of people", "ips and non-ips" and "almost the whole [of my] class". i mean. if there's one thing i really don't want to be, it's irritating. and insensitive. I-words. lol.
this is quite a random post. i don't really like random posts. i bet most people hate reading them. but they serve as an outage for the jumbled mess in my mind. so, whatever. yay *happy*
mr chang does a lot of funny things. never fails to make me shake my head in speechless disbelief. and i suck at paying attention in lectures. haha.
Gifts and Curses =)
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