Saturday, March 24, 2007

Saturday
24.03.07
Some feelings are shared. Some experiences are chosen.

girl is huddled on the couch, phone pressed to her ear.
hi. (pause) i... (hesitant) i guess what i wanted to say was that i really miss you. i guess it's my fault, 'cause i don't call you or message you anymore, but... (out in a rush) but i'm afraid you'll be busy. that's why i'm scared to talk to you, i'm scared that you won't have time to talk to me. it's not that i'll call when i'm down and i won't find you there... what if you're there but you don't want to be? that would hurt more than anything and i don't think i could take it. i'm sorry. (lowers head sadly) i'm so pathetic aren't i? it's not even something big, not like a family crisis or something. i'd just like to hear your voice, just to hear you talk like i used to. i miss you so much. and even if you did say hi what's up, i wouldn't know what to say after that, the only words i have are i miss you and i still want to be your friend and please, please still be my friend. are you? aren't you? i pray desperately that the only reason you don't talk to me now is 'cause you feel just like i do, and not because you don't have time for me, or because you hate my guts.

(removes phone from ear. empty dial tone heard.)

end.

Posted by nayrakroarual at 10:20 PM

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