Thursday, January 18, 2007
Thursday18.01.07SYF auditions.dance SYF auditions today. we haven't got any minlis or ruths or wanyoongs or lydias or the like, but we've got quite a good batch, and the average skill level is definitely much higher than previous years. =) i'm really glad! we did our first warm up together as a dance group today too. minli did her killer crunches! lol i'm happy after conditioning, it makes me feel like i'm fit.
i want to run for dance exco. but i KNOW everyone's gonna think i have too many commitments and whatnots. sigh. i do NOT. i can manage, i know how to manage, and i will drop other less important stuff if need be. sigh. i dunno la. i'm not really sure what i can do - i doubt they'll think my technique's strong enough for dance coordinator, and anyway now that syf'll be over by the time the new exco's in i don't want to be dance coordinator anyway. vice-pres is a kinda no-definition job, treasurer needs to be more willing to handle money, secretary is fine but a little no-definition too, and president would be, well, the whole "two many commitments" thing. it's not like it's much less, being vice-pres or anything. oh well. let's take it when it comes. in the meantime, work hard laura! yay.
speaking of which, zaki said if we don't make ms wee (eching)'s class we shouldn't come for his. but the problem is that i can only make his class, because eching clashes with netball on fridays. i know sunday and wednesday ballet won't be enough, but can i work harder or something. =/ speaking of netball. serena and eirene, just 3 cm taller and they jump like six inches higher. i remarked this to jacq who sympathised with me and was like YA OMG haha. but when i mentioned it to hai wei, he asked, "and you are just gonna let it go?" i was stunned. i mean, i thought about working harder in netball and all, but somehow it never crossed my mind that it was possible to work to become as good, or better than them. i'd always taken it that i was inferior and would never measure up. but i wonder. i used to do assisted pull ups by myself at the machine. pushups and situps and leg crunches at home. why not jumps? i've trained flexibility, endurance (well okay that one didn't quite work out yeah), strength. sc dance demanded improvement, and we did. it's the reason i can split today. netball's been demanding improvement for ages. why shouldn't i work to meet the requirements and more? and even if i don't make the team, even if i'm still not good enough, i'll have put in my best. not held back til too late. i'll have fought for it, not just raised my hands and backed away.
gosh, sometimes you can just be so stupid, laura.
tomorrow i think i'll miss eching's class. sigh. but i REALLY really want to get into netball this year! i won't be able to next year, not with tsd A levels and helping organise dance concert (as i hope to do). plus i rediscovered the netball love that's been dying for ages now. YAY NETBALL =) go vj netball!
it's possible, it's always possible. anything's possible, everything's possible.just work harder
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Posted by nayrakroarual at 11:08 PM
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