Wednesday, May 03, 2006
Tuesday
02.05.06
I GOT IN I GOT IN I GOT IN I GOT IN I GOT IN I GOT IN!!!!!!!
I GOT IN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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it's not even that big a competition-- not SYF or anything, though possibly one of the closest to in a non-syf year. it's hip hop, something that's not my forte, not something i excel in AT ALL. in the whole school, they are only picking eight --a privileged, elite eight-- to send in. i could already tick off eight who would get in, and to make matters worse, jinglin and chien wei (cheorographers of regale's hiphop item) were coming down to try out as well. i didn't expect , completely did not expect to be selected. as much as i could i dampened my hopes, and yet, a little spark forced it's way through. nervous, depressed, and yet, desperately hopeful. stupid, stupid heart.it was cold in the studio, my mouth drying up, my muscles stiff. the warm up didn't help, i just felt inferior to all the rest around me. the cheorographer, shirley, came late and rushed through the steps, which i promptly forgot. during our turn to audition, i realised belatedly i was blocked from her view. she did not call me out to dance again, as she had the good ones. falling lower, lower and lower, yet.. i didn't even ask anyone to pray for me as i normally would, to ask for wishes of good luck, whatever. what's the point, when in the end i'll just report another failure?OMG. i can't totally can't believe it. maybe it's after all the failures, rejection, loss, or maybe it's just the shock in itself, but I GOT IN I GOT IN I GOT IN I GOT IN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!XD thanks, God. thank you thank you thank you thank you. not just the top eleven to learn the dance. the top eight to go in for the competition. i know, it's not final. i could get kicked out, still. i know. but.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Posted by nayrakroarual at 7:34 PM
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Splendour writing. Want to share some of mine too
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