Friday, December 23, 2005
Friday
23.12.05
why me?
the crazy over committed girl.
its not like i'm that good.
how do you know i'm good, anyway?
why do you think i "can do it"?
in fact, YOU CAN'T KNOW IF I'M GOOD. you haven't so much as TOUCHED your equipment before, ever!
you want atheletics, there are *sweeps hand* so MANY out there.
you want age -- there (point), there (point), there (point).
you want, i don't know, what do you want?!
i've got nothing to spare, nothing to offer, nothing to give. why me, why me?
the worst thing is, it wouldn't be a dilemma if i could refuse. if i could just say, no, i'm not interested, ask someone else, thank you. no, i'm in over my head as it is, no, i have not enough time left, no, i really love what i do now, no, no, no.
but the problem lies in that i can't.
i am interested.
i do want the chance.
i want to join, too.why me?
Posted by nayrakroarual at 11:51 PM
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