Friday, December 02, 2005
Friday2.12.05you. yes, you. no, not you. actually, since you never come to my blog, no, it wont be you reading this. unfortunately. if you did, maybe you would actually understand me. no, i doubt it. well, maybe you'd actually understand why i treat you the way i treat you. actually, i doubt that too. how do i know you never visit my blog? that's a valid question. after all, most people would have the decency to keep their mouths shut about stuff such as that i have written about you here, having read that about themselves. but, you see, you are not most people. apart from being a tad less quick on the uptake (which is one of the reasons as to my treatment of you), you also happen to be either too sensitive or too INsensitive and hence do not possess the normal amount of EQ. and thus you leave me with an enormous amount of doubt that, having read my blog, you would not have kept your peace but confronted me.
you asked me the other day what it was that you do that irritates me so much. i said i didnt really know. that was only half the truth. i
COULD list them out, if you want, but it would fill a book. then you said you didn't know what to do. when you speak, you make me angry, but when you kept silent, you also angered me. i just shrugged. the truth? the second part of your sentence wasn't true, still
ISN'T true. then again, how would i know, right? you've never kept silent, after all. what? i'm wrong? you have, but i still got irritated? well, maybe you didn't keep so long enough. five minutes is hardly a long time, after all. then again, it could be your face. or you many habits. remember? the bad habits that you wanted to list out yesterday. for goodness sake, for goodness
SAKE! you
KNOW, ni
ming ming zhi dao, that those habits are partly the cause of a lot of people's great irriation at you.
WHY THE HELL would you want to list them out?
PARTICULARLY in front of jasmine, who, heaven knows how, only just identified one, and in front of me, who you KNOW
KNOW KNOW has not been able to stand a 2 minute conversation with you before blowing up. i mean, if people havent noticed your bad points, don't point them out. if people can see nothing BUT your bad points at close range, then all the more you should not help them recall them, right? basic,
BASIC social skills.
another thing. remember, if people do not want to tell you stuff, don't try to force them to. you are not the kind of personality that people just blab their secrets to, you realise? and if you are not included, the people must have a good reason for excluding you. don't, pray, DON'T force your way through. the more you push, the more they will resist. i know pushing seems to work for some people, or at some times. trust me, it won't work - not with you, and not now.
LEAVE IT!and, please. you are a guy, you are a guy, you are a guy. remember that. bear that in mind. carve it on you heart. also, you have 3 sisters. no doubt that is part of the reason you are the way you are - however, it should by right save you from certain insensitivities that irk others. others, that is to say, me. and make sure that if you can't make sense of what i'm saying, make sure you make sense of what you yourself are saying. no doubt i was wearing a completely white outfit, from tip to toe, inside out. perhaps it was see-through (lets ignore the fact that i am practically flat chested and thus should not attract any attention even if my shirt WAS see through)... well, it certainly makes sense that i should be prompted to wear a looser shirt. (ideally, THICKER is the word to use, but once again, lets assume your vocabulary was phrased to mean thus such.) i should have heard it from a GIRL. a
FEMALE, a
CLOSE FRIEND.
ANYBODY, just not you! you have 3 sisters, at least one of which i am reasonably close to/comfortable with. well, lets assume you actually asked to your sister to prompt me, rather than suggesting it yourself. then, you add that i should either wear a looser shirt or a thicker bra. WTH? look. looser shirts are so that one does not emphasize her chest. thicker bras give poor flat-chested people more emphasis. even if you meant to say
THICKER shirts, it still lacks logic. thicker shirts make sure that your assets are not in full view to every pervert that walks by, thicker bras have the opposite effect. have you ever heard of contradictions? add on to the fact that
YOU advised me with regard to such a sensitive topic, and that you did so in public, and that you repeated it a few times just because a nod and a simple "ok" does not signify acknowlegement to you...
i rest my case.
*disclaimer: should the reader feel that part of the content is inappriopriate for certain groups of people, that is to say males, the reader may advise himself to shut his eyes or close the window.
Posted by nayrakroarual at 2:09 PM
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