Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Wednesday
09.11.05
now please. dont get the idea that i blog very little. i blog quite a bit, but i always a) never finish the post b) decide that the post is too personal and therefore it never gets onto my public blog.
and please. don't think to deeply. i don't have a "private" blog. blogs are public in general. as in they stay on my com/in my mind. =)
anyway. so this week. psl training. hm.
day 1 rocked.
day 2. the grouping sucked. im sorry to all my group members. nothing personal. but )&*%$ thanks ah. im the only 13-er in my group. THANKS AH. have some SENSITIVITY sometimes. seriously, i didnt realise how selfish some people can be. really lor.
of course. i already knew how selfish i could be. no surprises there, either.
day 3. just when i was starting to get to know my group members and all. i mean, i was kinda ruffled yesterday. its just that i hate grouping ourselves. ive had enough experiences being last to find a group, after all. so anyway. when im uncomfortable im either damn quiet or damn loud. so yes. it wasnt so bad la. my groupmates now ARE nice - zhangyang, henry, daniel, jomaine and tina. i'm impressed at jomaine's sensitivity and tina's ability to handle difficult situations. yupyup.
was rather disappointed with ipo groupings too. bah. i knew i was selfish, but this is the first time i've been such a sore loser. i tell you, i could have killed myself ok. *slaps self*
so anyway. okay now. =D quite happy for daniel and nazri. they'll make wonderful chairs. or rather. chair and table. so they'll make wonderful furniture. XD
not sure what tomorrow will be like. btw, did i add that im impressed at nick and shakura and olivia's psl-ing abilities too? they're like... subtle enough and know how to deal with situations. oh. and chunhan's ability to include many too. yup. some of the other psls are just rather... insensitive? i dunno. not like im a model on sensitivity, after all. i just think that certain situations which i saw them handle, they did not do too well...either they didnt notice, or when other people pointed it out, they were too pushy/did not know how to respond appropriately. *shrug*
haha. so overall. its been ok. =S in any case, ive learnt lots about myself, others, and how to accept things as they come. daniel 3:16-18 =)
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