Thursday, August 11, 2005
Thursday11.08.05i dun feel like blogging much. im just...bored. and overloaded. like life's so full it feels empty. does that even make sense?
went back for ballet yesterday.
back to the world of pain, aching muscles, cramped feet, toned bodies. the world where your physique isn't just important, it's everything. back to the world where it's not fat thin short tall, but fingers calves thighs insteps knees back sides neck arms abdominals toes. back to the world of toned, sleek girls with neatly bunned hair in black leotards and white tights. pink leather/canvas shoes, nylon ribbons, dirty elastics. portable barres, classical music, sweaty towels. the world where a girl will go smoothly into a split and moan about her stiffness and inflexibility, while everyone nods sympathetically and shares tips on how not to meet such situations. the world where another girl whines that today is an off-day, and that she can't pirrouette for nuts, then smoothly completes a double pirrouette. the world of mirrors, black parque floors and off-key pianos.
back to the world of ballet.
and you know what? i wouldn't give it up for the world.
Posted by nayrakroarual at 11:08 PM
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